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Decided. I live for myself, not you.
Back to Singapore last night.
The trip was mainly made up of sitting in the car. Because my sister was cheated by her friend who claimed to only take 4 hours to Kuantan from Singapore. We ultimately decided that her 4 hours start from JB highway to Kuantan highway BECAUSE we took 6 hours.
Tried high recommended Stuff Crab there and i thought it tasted like Old Chang Kee’s sotong ball. Wasted.
Since it’s Hari Raya, there’s no coconut or blarh. Sadded.
Wasted trip lah.
At least i get to see the see. Although the water was a bit muddy. Monsoon. Urgh.
Will upload the photos soon.
Filed under: Same Old Same Old
When you just wanna get away.
When you just wanna go back in time.
When you just wanna start anew.
if only cutting my hair will resolve these issues.
my solution, is not going to make you happy. but it does make me a lot less unhappy.
I’m still contemplating.
Went to [i forgot where] to do some amateur photography. my digital cam with 6mp ended up being more useful than the old slr. boo.
And i bought my poster specs already!
Was contemplating the matt one or the glossy one. and decided on the matt one. not too loud. ![]()

i thought it looks quite normal on me. EEK. i have a geek face!

I tightly hold onto my heart but I tremble when I see her.
My heart shakes like it’s going to fall off.
I can see just her among countless people.
This must be love at first sight.
Even when our eyes meet, my breath stops
If she looks and smiles at me, I become dizzy dizzy.
There’s no girl prettier than her in the world
I must have fallen for her.
Everywhere bing bing bing bing bang bang bang bang she spins around.
If I have only one love, I’ll give it to her.
I must be nice.
The Heavens sent her for me.
Please hold my hand tightly. I feel drunk.
I’m dizzy dizzy at your sweet voice
Now that we’ve exchanged greetings, we have come half away.
I’m going to love
All day bing bing bing bing bang bang bang bang I hang around.
I loiter hoping I see her by chance.
I will see her tonight and confess my love.
Everywhere bing bing bing bing bang bang bang bang she spins around.
If I have only one love, I’ll give it to her.
I guess I’m nice.
The Heavens sent her for me.
Everywhere bing bing bing bing bang bang bang bang she spins around.
All day bing bing bing bing bang bang bang bang I’m dizzy.
All day bing bing bing bing bang bang bang bang I hang around.
I loiter hoping I see her by chance.
I will see her tonight and confess my love.
The kind of person whom you can see better when you miss them and close your eyes
The kind of person whom you think about more whenever you try to forget and erase them
I lied to my heart saying that kind of person will come
Though they never told you they would come, the kind of person whom you can’t help but wait for
That I loved them so much, that I loved you so much
Through you, through that sin, I’m suffering through this wait
That I loved them so much, that I missed you so much
Through you, through that sin, I’m suffering through these tears.. like this
I lied to my heart saying that kind of person will come
Though they never told you they would come, the kind of person whom you can’t help but wait for
That I loved them so much, that I loved you so much
Through you, through that sin, I’m suffering through this wait
That I loved them so much, that I missed you so much
Through you, through that sin, I’m suffering through these tears.. like this
A love whose separation is to fast, a love that’s slow to forget
A love that always hurt only me, that I was suffering through it all
Wonbin – rap
Did you have to leave me like this
Did you have to leave me like this
You’ll probably just take my life and love another, the heartless you who forgot me and went on with your life
You’ll probably just take my everything and love another, you who forgot me and went on with your life
Hongki-
The one who’d take my life and love another
The one who left me only tears
A love that always hurt only me, that I was suffering through it all
That I loved them so much, that I missed you so much
Through you, through that sin, I’m suffering through these tears.. like this
I shouldnt have done that,
I should have pretended not to know
like I didnt see it, like I couldnt see it
I shouldnt have looked at you in the first place
I should have run away,
I should have pretended I wasnt listening
like I didnt hear it, like I couldnt hear it
I shouldnt have heard your love in the first place
Without a word you made me know love
Without a word you gave me love
Because you took just a breath and ran away like this
Without a word love leaves me
Without a word love abandons me
Wondering what to say next, my lips were surprised
Because it came without a word.
Why does it hurt so much?
Why does it hurt continuously?
Except for the fact that I can’t see you anymore
And that you’re not here anymore
Otherwise it’s the same as before
Without a word you made me know love
Without a word you gave me love
Because you took just a breath and ran away like this
Without a word love leaves me
Without a word love abandons me
Wondering what to say next, my lips were surprised
A day passed and a month passed
but I did not hear from you.
My tears fall and my heart burns.
This is not it, it’s only temporary.
This is not gonna be it, this is not gonna be it.
This is not gonna be it. Don’t try to cheer me up.
The empty space you left only gets bigger.
I see you again and you, you are my love.
I see you hundred times and I, I am your love.
You are my match made in heaven.
You took the wrong path, that’s all.
Even if I am born again, I only want you.
Even if I love again, I only want you.
You will come back, you will come back.
Because without you, there is no me.
You said you love me
and where did you leave abandoning me?
My two hands that you held and our promise
how could you leave throwing me away and breaking it?
This must be a dream, this must be a dream.
This must be a dream, don’t fool me.
I hate how I’m left alone.
I see you again and you, you are my love.
I see you hundred times and I, I am your love.
You are my match made in heaven.
You took the wrong path, that’s all.
Even if I am born again, I only want you.
Even if I love again, I only want you.
You will come back, you will come back.
Because without you, there is no me.
I thought all of this was a nightmare.
Ah~ I just want to wake up from this dream.
When I open my eyes tomorrow
I hope everything is nothing but a dream oh
I hope everything is nothing more than a realistic dream.
I hope for you.
I still want you.
Even when I look back again, you, you’re my love
Even if I look (at you) thousands of times, I’m, I’m your love
Approved by the heavens, you’re my love
We’ve been separated for a while, that’s all
Even when I see other girls, I only want you
Even if I love another, I only want you
You will come back, you will to come back
because without me, there is no you.
(YES LETS GO) Every night, I pray, not for my happiness but for misfortune
For your sake, not for me, so I can’t love another
You are the only one for me,
You are my heart’s one desire.
I’m not going to change. Even if I’m born again, I only want you.
Even if I’m born again, I only want you.
Even if I love again, I only want you
You will come back, you will come back.
Because without you, there is no me.






